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05 May 2011 @ 09:38 pm
FANFIC - You Belong With Me [Uruha/Aoi]  
Title : You Belong With Me
Author : kanonkuroii 
Chapter : Oneshot
Genre : angst, romance
Pairing : Uruha/Aoi
Rating : PG-13
Warning : SUPER BAD ENGLISH!!, unbetaed
Disclaimer : Aoi belongs to Uruha and Uruha belongs to Aoi. and the story is belongs to meeee!!!

Once again you fought with her. Once again you fought with her about something unimportant. You fought with her because she doesn’t understand your sense of humor. I look at you from behind my bedroom window. Your room that colored dark blue with many kinds of poster on your wall room and various kinds of goods that you put up on top of your mattress. And you, you shout to our girlfriend who called you. Tonight, just like the other night, where I just sit above my bed and doing my assignment or listening to the music that your girlfriend doesn’t like.

We are friend since we are still in kindergarten. We’re always together because your house is located beside my house and your room also just opposite my room. Our room only separated by a fence of that height is not more than five feet. Of course my room is located on the second floor, so did you. Since we are kid, we always do everything together. Same school, same class, even we’re sitting side by side. Sometimes you were always whining to your parents to buy the same clothes with me. But when we’re on high school, you started to change. You dyed your black hair with golden brown. You started to wear make up to school. You become basketball captain. And suddenly I can’t reach you anymore…

Do you not realize that we are living in different world now?

Have you ever wondering if I miss your companies so much?

I turn my head into your room and I realize that you already looked at me and holding a piece of paper.

‘What are you doing?’

I chuckled when I read your writings, makes your smile disappear and now you are pouting at me. I was always confused with the way we communicate. Since we were kids, we always use paper to write something we want to say. Because both of us didn’t have telephone on our room, and we’re always want to see each other face when we talk. I took the paper that was always under my bed and write something on it.

‘Studying like usual’ I just smile softly at him.

“Aoi, please entertain me?”

I stared at the writing briefly before I standing from my bed and walking into my closet. I pulled out a pair of hand puppets, that one has black hair and wearing clothes with the letter ‘A’ in the middle, and the other has blonde hair and wearing clothes with the letter ‘U’ in the middle. Yup, it’s our puppets. I went back to sit on my bed and looked at you who looking at me dumbfounded, looks like a fool. But I like it. And your lips turn into sweet smile when you saw the puppets that you remember clearly. We make these puppets when we still in 8th grade in craft class at school. You give your puppets to me because you insist that a boy is to cool to play with puppet. And now I assume that puppets as my treasure.

You are laughing. Laughing so hard when I make those hand puppets doing some silly dance, and I also can’t stop my self to not laugh. If you are happy, then I am too. But you stop laughing and just smiling gently when you saw my puppet was hugging your puppet. The smile that is only when I'm with you. Did you know that your smile always makes my heart crying?

Because I can’t have you…

‘feelin better?’

I ask him.

‘Thanks Aoi, you always can make me laugh’

I just smile softly at his words. You always said that I always make you laugh, that I can relieve your anger, always listening your problem, always there for you. But why? Why you can’t be mine? Can’t you see that I’m the one who understand you the most?

As I will reply to your writing, I hear my cell phone rang. It’s from Shou. Shou is my classmate and my only one friend, of course when you’re so busy with your popular and fancy friends. Shou call me because he wants to ask about math homework. Without realizing we talked about other things so long, and when I ended the call, you already closed your curtain. I only sit on my bed and stare at your room. Why you choose her than me? I know I’m only a nerd who always brings some boring book, so different with her who always wearing all those limited edition items and brands.

Finally I decided to go to sleep, because I must go to school tomorrow. So I jumped to my bed and immerse myself in a blanket, without closing my curtain. Without realizing, I whispering some words, the words that I always wanted to say since we’re kids.

“Love you… Uruha,”

And without I realizing, you looked at me from behind the curtains of your room, and small smile painted on your lips.


I sat on my front porch with a picture book in my lap. Since I was a kid, I like to sit on my front porch to find some inspiration. I like to draw to fill my free time. But today I can’t find any inspiration, I just stares at the house in front of my house with empty stare. Lately, my mind is always filled with you. Then I realized that someone had been sitting beside me, and it was you.

“Hey…” you greeting me with your heavy voice and your smile that I really like. I just reply you with small smile. You always appear in front of me with a sudden and with the same smile everyday.

“What are you drawing this time?” you asked me while pointing at my sketchbook that was in my lap. I also looked at the still untouched sketchbook in my lap.

“Nah, I can’t found any inspiration today… maybe you can help me to search it?” I dared to look at your beautiful brown eyes. The eyes that always give me some tenderness. You turn your head from me and frowning, trying to find something.

“Ah! How about that?!” I follow your direction and saw you pointing at Kurawa-san, neighbors across from my house who always complain to the act of young people today, but she likes me because sometimes I liked to help her to watering his plants. “I’m sure you can draw all his wrinkles perfectly, Aoi!” I’m laughing so hard hearing his mockery, even though Kurawa-san is almost sixty years old, you will never find out her wrinkles on her face, and you always make her becoming your mocking target. You always said that she have some plastic surgery.

“Stop that Uruha… she’s a nice lady okay?” I tried to defend Kurawa-san and hitting your shoulder playfully, makes you pouting your mouth so cutely before you ruffled my hair harshly so that makes my hair a mess. This time I’m the one who pouting my lips, but you just laughing whole heartily and pinching both of my cheek. Feels like everything is back to normal, back when you didn’t know her.

But all the fun stopped when we heard a car horn in front of my house, I saw a white metallic car and I saw your girlfriend already staring at our direction. I think she didn’t look happy. I heard you sighing softly and standing from your seat. I want to pull your hand and telling you not to go, but in the end I just stay silent and looking your back that walk away slowly from me and get into the car. And the one that makes my heart stopped is when suddenly your girlfriend pulled your collar and kissing your lips, right in front of me. I just stare at them silently. I don’t know how to react, I can’t move all my muscle all of sudden. I can’t read your expression because your back is turning at me, but I can see his girlfriend who staring at me with so much hate. Makes my heart stopped beating. Without realizing, I squeeze my sketchbook so hard.

And again I saw you go with her without saying any words to me.

And I feel tears run from my eyes and down to my cheeks.


I turn my head from my laptop when I heard a loud banging sound from your room. You just slamming your bedroom door and you throw your cell phone to your bed so harshly. Your hair look so messy and your face looked very upset, makes me wondering what’s wrong with you? Where’s your calm personality and smile when you entering your room because you know that I will always in my room. I take my sketchbook and write something.

‘Are you okay? What happen with you?’

I keep holding my sketchbook and waiting you to turn your head towards me. When you looked at me, your face become gentle again. You sat at the end of your bed, and staring at me with ‘I’m-so-sorry-to-make-you-worried’ expression before you laughing quietly. But this time I didn’t laughing and just staring at you silently, I know deep inside your heart you’re crying now. And silent tears flowed down my cheeks.

You look shocked when you saw me crying, because I admit it that I never crying anymore since I was in 7th grade. But after you with her, without you know it, I always cry at midnight. When everyone—including you—already sleeping peacefully. I want to have you, I want you to be with me forever, I want you to love me. But I know that I never have you.

‘Why are you crying?’

You write it messily because you look so worried. You demand my answer silently. And I try to write something that I’m the only one who knows it.

‘I’m replacing you to cry, because I know you are crying deep inside your heart, Uruha’

I just lowered my head slowly; I didn’t dare to look at your eyes. My tears run down freely now, it feels that my pain has exploded and I want to tell you everything. I want you to know that I’m the one who always beside you, not her. I know everything about you. I know your favorite drink, I know what thing you love the most, and she never knew about that. Because I always there for you.

And then I heard you slamming your door open and disappear in front of my sight. Makes my tears flowed more freely. I pull my feet into my stomach and buried my head behind it. I was sobbing so loudly, I didn’t care if my mom or dad hearing my sob. I just can’t hold it anymore. I was scared, because I already destroy our friendship. But then I heard my bedroom door was open and I saw you. Oh God, I saw you standing there and trying to catch your breath. Why? Why did you see me? I don’t want to look vulnerable in front of you…

Slowly you walked towards me who was curled up on the bed and sat down beside me. I feel your long and soft finger on my chin before you raised my head slowly so you can see my face. Your face look miserable, you’re not laughing, you’re not smiling. You’re sad. I’m the one who make you sad. Please, please don’t sad… because I don’t want to see you sad because of me.

“Aoi…” you called my name with your soft voice, your hand was slowly stroking my cheek, erase my tears. “Please don’t cry, I don’t want to see you cry…” I stares at your teary eyes, looks like you trying to make it stay still.

“Please Uruha, I’m begging you to not with her… I don’t want to see you with her, I don’t want to see you angry because of her, I want Uruha who always smiling every time. I want you to always here… for me.” Finally I let my self lose control. I let my self spilled everything buried inside my heart. I’m holding your hand that still cupping my cheek tightly with my shaking hand. “…Please, I want the old Uruha back. Uruha who always happy to make friends with everyone. Uruha who always beside of me and be there for me…”

“Aoi…” before you can finish your sentences; I put my index finger to your lips and make you stay quiet. I picked up a paper that has always been under my bed for years. Because I’m sure if I show it to you, everything’s will change. You will hate me and dumped me. But I don’t care, I just want to show you how my feeling about you all this time…

‘I love you.’

Finally I showed my most precious treasure to you. The white paper that has been seen worn and shabby. But the red ink engraved writes my feelings to you. You just draw your breath deeply. And I feel you take your hand from my cheek. I was so scared; I thought you’re going to leave me. But then I see you grab something inside your pocket. I saw you also revealed some paper and you open it.

‘I love you’

I can’t believe my eyes. This can’t be happening. I looked at your face disbelieved, and you just smiling softly to me. The smile that you always give to me. And then I feel your arms circling around me before you pull me into your arms. My head was on your shoulder. Your perfume aroma tickling my nostril and I want to keep smells your sweet scent forever. I feel your hand tightening in my waist. Unite the two of us. And you kissed my cheek gently with your soft lips.

“I love you…” you keep whispering those words into my ears like a mantra. Makes me closed my eyes peacefully and tightening my grip on your shirt. It felt my body heating up and I could evaporate at any time. But why you told all of this after all this time you act like you never have a feeling towards me? After I almost give up to have you?

I pull my self from your embrace; I need an explanation about all this. You looked at my face with a confused look. My tears had stopped flowing and now make a sticky on my cheek, but I don’t care. “Why?”
You tried to cup my cheek again and trying to kiss my cheek. But I refused it. You were looking at me in disbelieve, because I refused your touch. But I need to convince my self that you really love me.

“Uruha… after all this time, why now? Why you with her if you love me?” Ask me with my hoarse voice because of crying earlier.
You just stay silent and I lowered my head slowly, looking into your lap, to scare to face your angry face. But you pulled me again into your embrace before you release heavy sigh.

“Because I’m scared… I’m scared if I confess my self to you, you will reject me and leave me. Because you unlike the other, umm… I mean, gay. That’s why I scared that you will disgusted to see me…” You pull me into your embrace more tightly. Like you scared that I will leave you. “That’s why I tried to have a relationship with her so I can forget my feeling for you. But I can’t… every time I say your name, she will mocking you and I always angry every time she does that. And that makes me realize that you are the one in my heart, you’re irreplaceable. I’m so sorry, Aoi. I’m sorry because I always hurt you,” I felt my shirt becoming wet with your tears, but I don’t care. I know you telling me the truth. Because Uruha never ever crying in front of me before. You loose your arms so that we can meet each other's eyes. Your eyes didn’t show any sadness anymore, but they’re full of happiness right now. Your lips smiled so wide for me and for me only. You cupped my cheek again, but this time I didn’t struggle. Because I knew that I also want it. Our first kiss is so naïve. We just unite both of our lips without doing anything. Then you are laying me into my bed slowly, lovingly. Nervously, I put my hand behind your neck and I could feel that my cheek is flushed furiously. But you just laughing softly before you kiss me again, this time more aggressive and hot. I could feel you tears become one with my tears, I could feel your warm breath become one with my breath, I could feel your soul becoming one with my soul. You could feel it to right, Uruha?

If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can’t you see?
You belong with me…

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me.

You belong with me…

actually this is my first UruhAoi and angst fanfic XDDDDDDD but I write it in Bahasa and now decided to translate it to english because I want to show off share it with you X3
I'm sorry if there's any mistake, because English is not my first or second or third language m(_ _)m
and, yes, I got some inspiration when I saw Taylor Swift music video on tv lol. thank you for reading it and I hope you enjoy it!!!! and I dedicated this fanfic for ALL URUHAOI AUTHOR AND ARTIST TOO *pointing at dianne_djrjys *! ^o^/
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Sallysweetlolixo on May 5th, 2011 03:58 pm (UTC)
Sally: URUHA: sexysweetlolixo on May 5th, 2011 04:06 pm (UTC)
Awww this was so cute ♥ It was so sad in the beginning, but so cute later on! :) Poor Aoi >__< he has to withstand being ignored/tossed aside by that evil ducky just because the duck's being stupid and scared -__-"
kanonkuroii: vincent fufukanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 02:36 am (UTC)
yes. stupid ducky is a coward >____< *snap Uruha's lip with a rubber*
Aka (Ley)burntmothdecay on May 5th, 2011 04:20 pm (UTC)
It was so cute at first but then.. IT GOT SAAAAAAAAAAAD!! Uwaaah!! Poor Aoi! But I'm happy they confessed in the end XD I should study how to make happy endings like this~ ♥ (DESPITE THE ANGST) Uruducky is scared~ awww~!! HE IS A COWARD HE HURT AOI!! But it's okay now~!! XD

kanonkuroii: AOISTAR!!kanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 02:43 am (UTC)
yes poor Aoi :'(
at least Uruha confessed his true feelings right? XDDD

I WILL♥♥♥♥
wish me luck!! >w<b
Aka (Ley)burntmothdecay on May 6th, 2011 02:47 am (UTC)
♥ ~Good Luck~ ♥ d(~^o^~)b ♥
siberianclaws: Uru fanartsiberianclaws on May 5th, 2011 04:42 pm (UTC)
The middle part was heart-breaking. Especially with the "special appearance" of Uru's previous bitch. Ugh~I don't like her. That was very evil of her to hurt Aoi with her public display of affection towards Uru. Nonetheless, glad to see the two of them (Uru and Aoi) sort out their real feelings towards each other in the end.

Thank you for this UxA pairing! *gives you cookies*
kanonkuroii: shou yellowkanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 02:45 am (UTC)
yes Uruha girlfriend is a biiiitchhh D<
but if you thinking about it, I guess Uruha's bitch know that Aoi is gay 8D

*eat the cookies like cookie monter*
Kei Yairi Kyuuketsukikei_kyuuketsuki on May 5th, 2011 05:02 pm (UTC)
Bahasa? Can I talk to you in bahasa then? 8D
Aku nangis dua kali baca ini..T_____T Aoiiiiiiiii~ >/////<

Aww..that puppet part is my favorite one..o(>w<)o Aoi is so cute, yet, I felt sad because Aoi's heart is crying for he couldn't have Uruha back then...T^T *my 1st cry*

‘I’m replacing you to cry, because I know you are crying deep inside your heart, Uruha’
=> Ooooh! This is sooo beautiful! *tebar2 bintang* \(^o^)/
*again...I'm crying*

And of course, those words, "I love you" are the most important thing, right? ;D

This is sweet! Kawaii! I love the way you describe the story from Aoi's point of view. Love it! o(>w<)o
kanonkuroii: ryuu ryuu~kanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 02:54 am (UTC)
Re: Awawaw..
sure you can 8DD
awww don't cry... twice! >_____< *gives you tissue*

thank you for reading it X3
syzygy_lestatsyzygy_lestat on May 5th, 2011 05:13 pm (UTC)
yay for another update <3
Have i told you, i usually have this peaceful feeling when i read your fics? ^^ This one, and Dance with me and It was only a kiss made me feel so calm and comfortable.
The angst at the begining was worth the happy ending :D And i like the detail that Uruha's room was painted in blue,Aoi.
kanonkuroii: shou yellowkanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 03:27 am (UTC)
your comments really makes me (///▽///) and (>̯́◡<̯̀)
thank you very much~

eh? I didn't even realize it XDD
Sylviawats_blue on May 5th, 2011 09:05 pm (UTC)
So cute!
kanonkuroii: vincent fufukanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 03:28 am (UTC)
thank you^^
calmingcalamitycalmingcalamity on May 5th, 2011 09:36 pm (UTC)

that was so sweet, really :) the angst at the beginning and middle was a wonderful contrast for how adorable the ending was. ^^
thank you for such a nice update~
kanonkuroii: 30 Second To Marskanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 03:30 am (UTC)
awww X33

thank you for reading my fanfic too~
happykawaiidayhappykawaiiday on May 6th, 2011 01:57 am (UTC)
awwwwww i like how you wrote it from the Taylor Swift song.. cute!
kanonkuroii: Aoi pretty~kanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 04:06 am (UTC)
thank you XD
Dianne Dejarjayesdianne_djrjys on May 6th, 2011 03:59 am (UTC)
Ayaaang minta tisu.. minta tisuuuu~ T______T
angst nya berhasil bikin gw nangis ;w;

I love the way you write this.. it was so soft but deep, flowing smoothly.. TwT

Dan ternyata mrk saling cinta.. tp sama2 takut buat ngmong..bener2 realistis~ I love this!!

huhuhu.. Aoi aku jg pada mu loooh *plaak*

and I dedicated this fanfic for ALL URUHAOI AUTHOR! ^o^/

Cuma buat Authors? Artists nya ga? ayaaang jahat *manyun dipojokan bdua Aoi*
kanonkuroii: vincent fufukanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 04:09 am (UTC)
kyaaaaa ayang jangan nangis >w< *kasih tisu satu pak*

wkwk Aoi aku padamu juga~ lupain aja si uru XD *ditabok uru*

KYAAAAAAA ayang gomen banget!!! XDDD
guw lupaaaak!!! *jambak rambut pink awo*
Dianne Dejarjayes: Ledadianne_djrjys on May 6th, 2011 08:10 am (UTC)
*abil tisu* huhuhu *srooot* udah ni makachi ya ayang *balikin lg* *plaak* XDD

wahahaha iya noh, aoi lupain aja si uru geblek yg ga mau dikissu2 di dome =3= #lohmasihsewot XDD

aah ayang.. tega.. tega.. tega.. *sobek2 baju aoi*

kanonkuroii: kiryuinkanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 04:20 pm (UTC)
ih ayang joyoooooooooookkkk!!! *lempar tisu bekas ingus ke uru*

iya noh cih!! si uru nyesel langsung dah noh mukanya jiakakak emang enak!!

ih ayaaaaang itu udah guw edit ko tulisannya!! baca deh coba >____
Dianne Dejarjayes: rosedianne_djrjys on May 6th, 2011 06:28 pm (UTC)
LOL apes bnr si uru XDDD~ *ikut lempar2in*
biarin aja noh si uru, jgn2 abis itu si aoi ngambek trs uru ga dikasih jatah seminggu wakakakak XDD

*liat comment diatas* o.O hooo ada nama gw disitu >/////< *kabuuur*
kanonkuroiikanonkuroii on May 7th, 2011 02:46 pm (UTC)
iya bener!! mampus dia!! emang enak nolak awo? huuuuu

jah udah guw tulis malah kabur =______=;
ViciousFaye69: Adorable Aoi >//<viciousfaye69 on May 6th, 2011 06:36 am (UTC)
This was really sweet and heartbreaking!!
I was listening to 2ne1's Love is ouch/Stay Together and it made it gave it more of a moe feeling. I saw that TS video even though I dont like her music I must admit that it was a good video and it made a great story.GOOD JOB ^^b
kanonkuroii: shou yellowkanonkuroii on May 6th, 2011 04:21 pm (UTC)
awww thank you very much for your lovely comment >w